I will confess my secret.
I've always run away from everything that's difficult. I repeated the same mistakes, and everyone abandoned me. Everyone felt disgusted with me. And eventually, I ran away from that past as well. No one will ever forgive me again. But that's my own fault. If any of you reading this were once my friends, please understand that my death is punishment for my sins. I can finally atone for my sins against you. This should be convenient for you as well. If I am buried by your hands...It's really, really good. Please, completely destroy my body, tear it to shreds, and take revenge without leaving a trace. As for the other things, my comrades know.
Haha, that's good. It's his own fault lol.
机で見つかった崩れた字の紙より